Deconstructing the Myth of Soulmate:
Your Guide Through Venus Retrograde in Leo


A personal exploration course dedicated to the more lusty, desirous and empowered forms of Venusian embodiment
July 21-September 14, 2023
Registration is open: July 14-27
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FAQs

  • At its most basic level, this course provides a cycle-appropriate* container for personal exploration into relationships of all kinds — with self, other, earth and universe. Whether you believe in the idea of “soulmate” or not.

    *taking place during the 40 days and 40 nights of Venus Retrograde, a cosmic window that supports a conscious review of our needs, values and relationships.

  • A new lesson drops every Friday beginning July 21.

    Courses are uploaded 7 Fridays starting July 21.

    You can preview a portion of Lesson 1 here.

    Week 1: Soul + Psyche. Personal Mythology. Opening Ritual.

    Week 2: Descent + Dark Eros. Skeleton Woman. Core patterns. Needs + Desires. Full Moon Call + QA Jul 31 at 6pm PDT.

    Week 3: Magnetism. Fear. Shadow. Secrets. Psychological Sadomasochism. Unfinished Business. Karmamates.

    Week 4: Pleroma. Ferocity. Revelation. Midpoint + New Moon Ritual.

    Week 5: Essential Needs. Instinct + Possession + Jealousy + Envy. Breaking Free. Revising the Script.

    Week 6: Possibilities. Desire. Lust + Libido. Energy Reset + Full Moon Call with QA Aug 30 at 5:30pm.

    Week 7+: Love with Wisdom. Passion. Closing Ritual. Final QA Sep 13 at 5:30pm.

  • The course begins July 21 with a new lesson dropping every Friday until September 1.

    The final lesson will include suggestions for a closing ritual to be done on or around September 14.

  • This core of the course is made up of seven written lessons. Most lessons are between 10-15 pages.

    Lessons will be made up of stories, contemplations, myths, Amanda’s personal sharing, philosophical ponderings, questions for reflection, suggestions for homework and more.

    Some weeks will include suggestions and guidance for simple but powerful rituals as well as recorded guided visualizations.

    You will also receive a 90 minute recorded video lecture providing an overview of the astrology and themes of the retrograde period, PDFs detailing how to engage with ritual and how to build an altar and so much more.

    The course also includes three live calls (all times PDT):
    July 31 6-7pm: Full Moon Visualization, Energy Healing + QA

    August 30 5:30-6:30: Full Moon Visualization, Energy Healing + QA

    September 13 5:30-6:30pm: Final QA

    All live sessions will be available as recordings posted within 48 hours.

    That’s:
    -more than 90 pages of insight and guidance
    -recorded lecture and guided visualizations
    -3 opportunities to ask questions
    and so much more

    PLUS, folks who participate by joining my patreon will get access to two live, recorded bonus lectures:
    -All Things Venus (July 25)
    -Leo + the Narcissistic Wound (August 22)

  • Access to the Podia platform.

    Access to Zoom if you would like to attend live calls (links provided week of).

    A journal.

    An altar or sacred space (I’ll give you some tips for setting that up)

    Openness to new ideas about the world and yourself.

    Commitment to practices and inner explorations alongside a good dose of grace and empathy.

  • All sales are final.

  • Although this course is inspired by the astrology of Venus Retrograde, with lessons, rituals and energy healings timed accordingly, you do not need to understand astrology to take this course.

    Basic astrological timelines will be provided for folks who are interested along with a recorded lecture about the period from an astrological perspective.

    When lessons discuss the astrology, it is in a way that is conceptual and mythological with jargon kept to a minimum.

  • Past participants have shared stories of significant or subtle breakthroughs in regards to their deepest relational patterns; rekindled love affairs with story, music and art; rekindled love affairs with the people in their lives and more.

    My intentions for the course include: the gifts of:

    -Insight into your relationship patterns, conditioning around relationship, fears, as well as ways to work with what is uncovered

    -Basic shadow integration for those who wish to engage in that way

    -Gentle and effective energetic healing and clearing not only through the live calls as facilitated by Amanda, but through the other practices of the course

    -Deepening your relationship with Venus and the Venusian

    -Empowerment to shift patterns and more whole-heartedly go after what you desire and lust after

    -Furthering your connection with your body and intuition

    All taking place in a container that is sensitive to queerness, variations in sexuality and relationship style, as well as difference

  • Oh hell no.

    This course is meant to help you engage with relationships with more clarity and empowerment. Which means it will be focused on relationship with self first, then other humans, the land you live on, the earth you reside within and the universe.

  • I can commit to keeping materials posted on Podia through October. Please download anything you’d like to keep before then.

    Related: If you do not end up doing the course in real time, please be sure to spend at least a week with each lesson when you do get around to doing it.

  • I am not. However:

    Full cost for the course is just over $10/week ($100).

    The Podia platform offers a payment plan.

    You can join my Patreon by July 23 at the $5+ levels to get a 15% off discount code.

    or

    You can join my Patreon at $20/month by July 23 to get access for just $60 (that’s three months of membership - with $20 charged the day you sign up, August 1 and September 1. Joining at that level or above also gives you access to other incentives, like Venus-Centric AstroCircles in July and August. You can unsubscribe after the course is done if you’d like.

  • Three QAs are included to give you time to ask questions and do any out loud processing that might be suitable in a group context.

    Participants are welcome to email me questions. I try to respond within 48 hours. I ask that anything that needs more conversation or anything arising that is less straight forward be discussed in a session, and will make recommendations for those if needed.

    Folks who haven’t had an intake with me before can book an “initial consultation”; those who have can book an “ongoing consultation.”

  • Nothing in my life is.

    This course supports all relationship styles, sexualities and genders.

    My own relevant identities: I have never had a monogamous relationship (by choice. I have had many committed, polyamorous/relationship anarchy-based relationships); I am queer. I tend to believe that things I’ve learned about communication, consent, sex and more through my non-monog and queer communities are relevant for all relationship styles.

  • Great question! The short answer is… yes but no.

    This is the 4th incarnation of this course. The core remains the same. Parts of the text in the lesson will be the same, parts will be adapted based on the energy of this retrograde, which is very Leonian (whereas the last one was Capricornian). Energy Healings will be similar but different.

    The biggest NEW thing this round is that I have re-done all lessons to be more aesthetically pleasing. As always, any extra writings or ponderings that come through will be based on the energy of the current moment.

    Regardless, I feel confident that this course is still worthwhile for folks who have taken it before as it is very much a living container.